It's turning out to be a challenging day

I have to stop, close my eyes and breathe.

There's no such thing as an easy job. Just ones you find you can handle because you like what you do.

I like what I do. I like the people I'm with. Sometimes, just sometimes, there are days that go into mercury retrograde. A few years ago I would have let myself go and lash out at anyone and anything. I admit it would feel good to be able to do that now.

However something else is stopping me. I'm just not sure what it is: a sense of propriety? Maturity (f**k maturity) or just plain guilt. How fugly. Guilt. And the situation is far from being my fault.

A voice in my head is now saying, maybe it is. I'll deal with that later. Right now I'll count my blessings and enjoy the opportunity to explore my emotions and be able to blog about it. *Deep breath.*

Hopefully the day isn't lost yet.